italy was much cooler than switzerland. more colours, less “same-thing for over 3 minutes.” seeing julie was awesome. saying good-bye to ilya was not.
the weirdest thing about being single: realizing that the men i flirt and tease incessantly might expect me to follow through…is it horrible to be a tease? do i need a reason to get out of sleeping with someone (that last one not in regards to anyone at the fireworks, but rather a more general question)? how do you know? i am not good at this. i am too shy when it comes to actions rather than words.